I am so goddamned constipated. I have never needed to shit so bad in my life.
And I know that is not classy at all. Not the slightest bit glamourous, but this whole "don't eat, get skinny" shit has taken its toll and it is not pleasant. My stomach is so fucking sore I cannot even walk.
Right enough of that.
My progress just dived it's fat ass out the door and down the block. I binged yesterday as I mentioned, didn't excercise, got up and had breakfast, and hot chocolates and banana cake and muffins.
Holy mofo I'm such a fatty.
Diet starts tomorrow. It really has to. My formal is in a month and a half and I have to look half decent.
I'm making this dress:
Any way, I'm going to have a hot bath and a hot drink to try help ease this ailment of mine and I'll get back to you with the diet and exercise plan I come up with tomorrow.
xo
Sweet dreams :*
P.s. grab your buckets, tomorrow I'm posting a picture of myself in a bikini to help me nudge myself along and show how fat I really am.
Love the dress- very classy!
ReplyDeleteI'm having the same problem you are- I've been irregular for almost 2 weeks now. Sucks so bad. I don't need to be bloated on top of fat!
I've almost got mine sorted heh, thank gosh! I hope you have the same luck with it as me.
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Eilish